BOYS!!

haha (: wow! what to say? lol. so i was trying to decide what to write about today...and so i was thinking about what i have been doing lately. next week is the formal sadies for all the stakes in our church. goodness it is so stressful! first you have to decide who to ask so as to not make anyone feel awkward but still be able to enjoy yourself. then you have to decide how to ask them. then you have to be sure no one else is planning on asking that person. timing is key!! lol. so then once you ask someone you have to listen to everyone critique who you asked and all your "reasons" for asking someone. do people have a thing against just wanting to have fun!? lol. sorry i'm not explaining much, but i am just frustrated with girls who ask silly and very annoying questions. anyways along with that crap you have to deal with planning everything, around everyone else's schedule (: ha! now that is fun! (:
i've learned a lot from boys. i wish i could say something profound or legit like other people blog about when they talk about stuff like this but what i do know is that boys and girls are very different. the point and the most important thing is to be yourself!!! don't let other people's opinions affect what you think of yourself or anything you do. i want everyone to trust me on what i do. i always think about what i do. sometimes it just feels like people don't understand that i really do know what i am talking about or doing when i make a certain decision. i just kinda get annoyed when people feel like they need to judge or critique my goals. they are mine, for me, not them. that sounded mean, but i can make my own decisions for my own reasons, and no one else has to understand them. i just have to know it is right for me. i'm just trying to be more assertive and do what i know is right for ME (: